That is due to a couple of things - some mundane, some peculiar, reasons.
Of course, as I mentioned before, I have a regular day job, like everyone else. It takes a significant amount of my time. On top of that, I do have familial responsibilities as well - these two take priority above all else.
In the past couple months, there has been a few breakthroughs on a spiritual level for me and my team.
We've had quite a number of cases to work on and it's been a very interesting ride so far. With each case, a new discovery is made and/or a new 'expansion' is made to our existing psychical abilities.
Not to elaborate on my other team members due to privacy reasons, but what we did discover is that we leverage on each other to expand our consciousness to levels we had never been to. Each of us has very specific functions within our group - some better equipped to deal with psychic attacks, some very honed in healing capabilities and yet, some others become channellers.
I fall into the last group.
Even before I knew what it was, even before Rei-Ki, I knew I could communicate with dead (see related blog link here). But recently, I discovered I could tap into this higher consciousness. It's almost like an information highway - like the internet - where I can tap in and tap out - I don't know what it's called at the moment, and will definitely need to do further research into it.
Also, I am more in-tune with my own intuition, as well as with my various spirit guides. They have been helping me a lot over the years, especially through my most difficult times.
Slowly but surely, I am gaining more experience and through those, my knowledge expands as well. I get a clearer understanding of situations, and people and people's reactions. I understand now why everything is said to be connected and to a small extent, how everything has a link to everything else. Yes, this does sound very 'out there' but it's made me come to terms with why I had to go through such rough patches in my own life.
I believe these are called lessons for the soul. Every soul has to go through lessons to enrich their souls. These lessons are like experiential learning sessions. It expands the knowledge of the soul, and the soul becomes wiser, and in turn, one soul can teach another - especially in coping with a particular lesson, for example. So in a way, it all becomes related, and to an extent, a cycle - like a life cycle.
(As I am writing this down, I am also 'channelling' through to that 'information highway' that I spoke of earlier. Nowadays, when someone asks me for help or needs guidance, I find myself automatically channelling through subconsciously - it's not on purpose. Why? Because I need to give this person or people, the rightful or suitable message so that it can enhance them on whatever level they come from.)
So as it is, now I can do mediumistic channelling. What is that, you may ask. By definition:
I am able to tap into the spiritual information highway as well as communicate with the dead. Though I wouldn't really list the dead as 'dead', since to me, there is an element of live consciousness still present within them - they just lack a physical body only. Hence I shall just refer to them as souls.
So how do I know I am making a connection with the right soul for any person? Well, one of my spirit guides helped to explain it to me. It is by way of tuning into that person's energy. It's not even a conscious effort on my part - it's like when a person asks me, "Hey how is my late dad/mum/relative doing over there?" - it's like immediately, my mind tunes into the person's energy and that opens a doorway or portal to their referred deceased family member or friend.
Then I start receiving words or images or feelings - the soul of the deceased, sometimes let's me see how they were in life, how their character is, what their quirks were, or favourite words/phrases, etc. Little hints to let their relative know that yes, this is the right soul they are communicating with.
Usually I am clairvoyant or clairsentient, but there was once, a soul decided to tap into my clairaudient ability. I was talking to his grandson - whom I had just met at work - over random, banal topics when I suddenly heard a loud disembodied voice say one word in Chinese which I did not understand. And when souls are insistent to get a message across, I start to feel like a "hurry up" kind of feeling - it's almost like a panicky pressure.
So whilst this guy was talking, I interrupted him and asked him what this word meant, if he knew what it was. The guy was caught completely off-guard and he told me what it meant. Then what he said next caught me by surprise.
He asked me why I asked and how did I know this word because it was not Mandarin - it was actually a Cantonese word! And how did I know he would know such a word. Took me a half second longer to get over the shock, but because I didn't want to alarm the guy that time, I said oh nothing, just curious.
So that's just an example of how a connection can be made when a soul wants to reach out. I had, at that point of time, 'accidentally' tuned into this guy's energy and the grandfather took the opportunity to jump right in and communicate. It's only now at this stage that I understand what had actually happened that day.
I will try my best (no promises) to relate more stories of my channelling experiences here. For now, hope this post has been educational -if not, at least, entertaining for you all.
Have a good weekend everyone!
